Oh my god there’s only 4 minutes left alright, I’m just going to speed through this and edit it later (hope that’s not cheating?)! Edit: Too late.
How did I feel before being 18? A kid.
How do I feel now? Still a kid.
Just going through credit card bills, banking accounts, job resumes, financial aid (kill me), etc. etc. is making me frustrated and regretful, although more of the former than the latter.
There’s actually a lot of problems I’ll have to take care of on my own from now on and I have to say: I am terrified. So many things can go wrong with so little interference from me and I just don’t know what to expect.
I guess I just got overwhelmed while thinking about the future so note-to-self: stop over-thinking.
I’m uploading the featured picture right now so I really hope this makes it on the 22nd!
Since it’s like this now, I might as well just take it slow and easy.
What changed? Nothing, really. I had a good idea of what I needed to do and all I’m doing right now is just trying my best to get answers to my mountain of questions. (Such as: what kind of flyer rewards credit card should I open?)
Nothing has changed, really, and I don’t feel different.
At the same time, there’s lots of things I can’t ignore anymore, because I can’t tell myself that those things can wait. There’s more responsibility and a larger workload, but for some reason I feel liberated in a way and I like having more control of what can happen to me.